The things that go through my mind are really fucked up and if you knew what I’ve gone through, then you’d understand why I think the things I think, say the things I say and do the things I do.
You can’t stop people from being who they are.
Cheaters will always be cheaters.
Liars will always be liars.
Shitty people will always be shitty people.
They’ll try to control themselves to be something better, but in the end, we all are who we are and it’s just a matter of time before we go back to old ways and old habits. Only when the need to change is greater than the need to stay the same, that’s when we change… But honestly, that rarely ever happen.
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I don’t understand how you can make me really really angry and really really happy all within the span of 10 minutes. You’re gonna give me a heart attack one day from all these constant highs and lows you put me through. I guess it’s good though. You keep me from being bored with life, I guess. haha.
Anonymous asked: Which girl are you in the picture you just posted?
Haha. I’m the one of the left LOL.
i need a drastic change. like right this second.
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
“A Drop in the Ocean” - Ron Pope
i love being introduced songs that no ones knows about. I always super relate to them.
ah.
schedule at 7 years old:
- wake up early to say bye to dad.
- sit in front of the TV until mom told my breakfast was ready
- get dressed for school
- go to school… and learn, i guess.
- get picked up by mom to go home.
- get bikes in the backyard.
- race brian to the park on our bikes while mom walked.
- brian always won. play there for an hour.
- go home.
- draw on the side walk.
- pretend to sleep so i wouldn’t have to go to piano lessons.
- go to piano lessons. haha.
- come home and wait for dad to get home.
- eat dinner.
- do homework that only took like.. 2 minutes to do.
- shower time.
- read whatever book i was reading at the moment until i fell asleep.
Schedule now:
- wake up at 5 to finish up reading i was supposed to do the night before.
- sleep in the shower.
- cook/eat breakfast.
- leave at 7:30 for class at 8.
- CLASS CLASS CLASS
- library to study
- CLASS CLASS CLASS
- Drive home.
- Cook/eat lunch/dinner.
- Get changed to workout!
- Go the the gym or insanity.
- jog outside.
- shower.
- STUDY STUDY STUDY
- HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
- READ READ READ
- Nap
- Wake up to read, study, and do more homework
- Facebook/Tumblr/YouTube.
- Bed.
- Wake up in 3 hours to do it all over again.
Maaaaan, being a kid was carefree. I just wanna draw on a side walk again with no worries. :(
